Little thoughts.

I have 2 weeks of holidays left! Been spending time with secondary school friends so much.

It feels exactly the same when Os ended! Where I Can plan my own time, work when I can and do the things I want to.

Most importantly I was able to help out more at home and spend more time with my Mum.

Sometimes I love to spend time at home, sometimes I just need some time alone.

Oh well, that’s normal human being isn’t it?

I don’t really ask much in life actually, just want the people that I love and myself to live a happy & healthy life.

Decisions.

Decisions is one of the thing that I’m really very bad at making.

I really don’t know what I should do. Who can really help? I have no idea too.

God, help me. Please.

Hols are here!

Had my holidays for almost a week. Been staying home and helping out. Feels good anyway.

Sometimes I wonder too much and sometimes I wished I never bothered.

I wished I could get rid of some things in my life but I know I can’t.

So gonna enjoy my hols to the fullest before school starts and before I start grumbling and whining about school. HAHA!

EH HO!

Been so long sinced I updated this blog of mine,

No time would be an excuse. Year 1 Sem 1 is over.

There’s so much that I can say and so much that every one else can comprehend.

I don’t know what’s right and what’s wrong. I just want to lead a correct path of life.

But……………….NVM.

I just thank God that I have friends that I can count on.

 

Decisions

I never liked making decisions, and I never will.
I guess this is one of the hardest days.
To either give up or give in.
I’m a fighter, and I’ll fight it strong till the end.

Special.

Indeed there are many people that crosses every single one of our lives. But, who are those that really mean “something” to us or rather left an impact on us?

Throughout my secondary school life, there’s this special someone that I’m extremely thankful for. Someone that really mean a lot to me in my life. Someone that I can never thank God enough for placing in my life.

I’m so thankful for this particular someone whom never fails to be there. Neither do I have to say I had a bad day or not, this particular someone will always always be there. I wouldn’t be able to know this special someone without the help of my CCA and without the nonsense of her

The endless fights and endless quarrels allowed me to know so much more about her. Thanks for being a sunshine in my life. I can never never thank God enough for you.

My Teacher, My Mummy, My Maid and lastly she’s just like a sister to me.

Thank you so so much.

Boo!

 

The thought of reading blogs sort of gave me the motivation to blog.

Oh well, so Os are over. What have you been up to?

As for me, I’m just bumming around, rotting, hanging out with friends, money gonig out but never coming in. Jobless.

It’s funny how my friend was asking me about my future, my dreams and all of a sudden the movies that I watch and things around me all revolves about ” Dreams” .

Am I thinking too much or……………..?

Oh well, I can only say I’m leaving everything to You.

Hmmmm.

Have been thinking alot. Especially during the O levels period.

Choices. Humans make choices everyday. I’m really hoping and praying hard that I’m making the right choice.

Sometimes I wished I was younger so I didn’t had to make decisions on my own and sometimes I wished I was mature enough so I didn’t had to abide some rules.

FREEDOM.

O levels officially ended which simply mean that the long awaited freedom is here!

I’m so glad that Os are finally over. So glad that this race is officially OVER. This means that I need not travel to the deserted, dangerous and smelly place for POA tuition anymore.No more loathing of studies for the time being. No more SSPs. No more lessons till 6pm everyday. This means that I need not burn anymore midnight oil for studies (at least for now ). No more nightmares over studies. No more of panicking before papers. 

Am really thankful for the support, prayers and encouragements from the people around me for the past few weeks. 

Ending of O levels also mean that I’m graduating.

I guess I’m going to miss Secondary school days the most. The place that I really “Grew” from someone that I can’t believe I used to be.Oh well, we can only learn from our mistakes and never allow it to happen again. The friends, the events, the teachers, the environment, all will be brand new for each and everyone of us enter into a new school next year which also mean each and everyone of us will be entering into a new phrase of life.

“Those who sow in tears shall reap in Joy. “

Beloved Friends.

Friends like them, hard to get.